I don’t know why it still bothers me.. I don’t know why i keep thinking about it.. its like every time that I’m not with you, that’s all that comes into my head. Its like a disease i cant get rid of. Its an awful feeling. my stomach gets into a knot, my heart starts pounding out of my chest, my eyes get all the sudden 10 pounds heavier and i feel like I’m barely breathing. I know you keep reminding me that its not worth it all but I’m still scared. You’re the most important person in my life and i’d hate to see you go. I love you so much its almost unbearable. I get jealous, I over analyze and i get scared. But I was expecting these feelings to come along, I didn’t know they’d be this hard to bare…
The past couple of months have honestly been the best time of my life. I get to wake up every morning knowing that someone loves me just as much as I love them. I love the nervousness I still get when I’m about to see him and even while I’m seeing him. I will honestly do whatever it takes to make it last forever. I can picture my life being an amazing one if my baby stays in it. I love him and he loves me. My family absolutely loves him his family loves me even more. Everyone keeps telling us that we are absolutely perfect for each other, which I believe is true. He makes me a better person and I help him gain more confidence in himself. I promise that I will give him all the love he wants and deserves. I love him so much, it’s absolutely impossible to describe. I hope and pray every single day that nothing will change between us. I will always be there for him, I will always protect him and I will love him forever and ever…
